Recently someone asked me what it means to fall into rabbit hole. Unable to verbalise myself I’ve drawn it. It’s easier this way. However – I do know it probably doesn’t really explain much more.
Drawing became, in a way, my shield. Because I put some sort of effort to it (much less than everyone assumes), no-one ever contests it. And I am safe.
Especially now – with plenty of K around…
 or maybe rather not willing to verbalise anything. Sort of avoidance I guess.
 that’s even better as I don’t want to explain.